I like this special guy. he's amazing and so sweet. i dont know what im going to do about it tho. hes a year older than me, but all our classes are like RIGHT next to each other. its amazing. lol i want to tell him. but i dont at the same time. HELP ME X_X its so bad that i wrote a song about it.. and its really sweet but it needs a chorus and some differenciating melodies. haha i'll have to work on it.

old laptop=decieced along with everything on it =[
new laptop=born today and is having things put on it as we speak =]
Its not that bad. its a studio. its HUGE. blah. i like my Inspiron better, but i guess this works for me at least it isnt aweful and broken. good nightt =]

PS we KICKED buttt at the swim meet today! GO TEAM!

Wrote a new song, about to start geometry homework, just got back from a long day at a festival (much fun), thinking about uploading "fashion" designs on here, and in need of a LOT of sleep. so bye bye

Im close to leaving dA. i'm just not drawing like i used to. i cant. and its really painful. so i wont be checking messages for long times. maybe to check on stuff occasionally when jill forces me to, but most likely wont ever upload anything ever again. if im not back in a while sorry and goodbye

technically better =] but not quite all there. lol i feel nasious in the morning due to my stinking medicine...

im going to oh so small lands where i can work on my mountain of homework with my mom on a business trip! yay!